Relapse - Almost impossible to avoid.

Relapse. When I hear that word I immediately get scared or have this feeling of complete unrest. It almost makes me feel like I am about to loose all control.

Relapse - that very disgusting distructive thing that makes all the success that you have built up and worked towards, kind of worthless. Or so we think.

Relapse is such a dangerous fragile thing. Relapse can either cause you to go back to the way you were living before. Cold. Lying. Counting. Unhappy. Alone. FOOD. FOOD. FOOD..... or it can awaken you to something magnificent. Sometimes a relapse opens your eyes and awaken the "real" person that you know is still inside there somewhere. If you are lucky and strong enough to experience the latter option, you need support. And please take note, I don't mean have a bunch of "whoo-girls" that will cheer you on when things are great or a bunch of wine-loving-weeners that just like you to have a good time when things get tough. You need people, maybe family, that is willing to let you hate them for a certain amount of time, because that is literally what will happen. You need someone who won't let you binge, you need someone that simply won't let you purge. Let me tell you they will have to force feed you... You WILL hate this person at times, but this is what you need to recover!

What I really want emphasize today, is that a relapse is not a sign that you will fail at recovery. Please believe that you can and will recover - get the support you will need. THIS IS OF GREAT IMPORTANCE!!!

Stay positive beauties xx We only have this one incredibly beautiful life, let's make it awesome!